Rant

I'm sick and tired. Sick and tired of everything. Sick and tired of having to deal with all these shit. Sick and tired of being outcast and unwanted. I need a break. A really long hiatus from everything. Very often I ask myself this question. When was the last time I was genuinely happy? To be honest, I really can't remember when was the last time I felt genuinely happy. Or maybe I just forgot how to be happy overtime. I miss the past. Those days where I need not worry about anything and just be myself. If ever a time machine would be invented, please bring me back to those time where I can be myself and not having to worry about every little thing.